#hamster i just esnt to be loved and cared for im not someone who was supposednto grow up mentallt im nit different from how i was yeats ago im still a stipif little boy jsed to everyoen leavifnf him so he despeately cligngs onto anyoen im sroll him im still him and i want peopel to aee me as him patgetic and vulnerable and incapble but they dont theyre witehr deterred by me wxistance or try to label me woth diffetnet issues but i dont get whu i just wanna be a little fragile boy again or be a l